Hospital says "LOL @ U"
So uh, I'm not going! I'M IN WINDSOR GUYS LET'S DO SOMETHIN. Also, Brandi, I will be here for your visits. <3

So, since I obviously could not keep living with Mike, I have moved into a house with Mattu and Trevor. Anyone who wants to come visit, let me know and I'll give you the address.

Mike said he wasn't going back to the party when he got off work at 7am. Guess where he is? The party. I am the dumbest girl ever for thinking that someone would actually put me first.

Surgery is awesome. I've had FOUR fucking oral surgeries in my lifetime, and this is number 4. I'm almost glad that, two years ago, they fucked up when they did my root canal. Now I get to sit at home all day with an ice pack on my face while I take Tylenol 3s and Percocets. It's fucking awesome and soon I'll post pictures of my hilarious face.

Edited to add: I didn't have to go to Rogers tonight either, FUCK YES.

Today, I move into the new apartment. It has finally been found, and Mike will be moving his stuff while I'm at work. Since we couldn't find a roommate in time, we're moving in ourselves, painting the whole place, and then trying to find a roommate. Much easier when you actually live there. Let's hope 2009 is better than 2008. More art, more dancing, more hangouts, more cooking, more friends.

Everything is so amazing lately. I shall list these things in point form.

- making plushies that are terribly adorable and impossible not to hug
- drawing tons of pictures with mike <3
- eating very badly, but that will soon be fixed now that mike has a bridge card and we can eat at home
- working lots = lots of money!!!
- CEDAR POINT TWICE ALREADY
- another WEEK of cedar point to come this summer
- good cigarettes, good friends, good drinks and good music
- laughing at people who are dumb. and i don't mean, "ooh, they're so silly," i mean if i told you you'd laugh too.
- ALMOST 6 MONTHS OFF DRUGS! I slipped up a couple times with pot, but there have been absolutely ZERO hard drugs since February 21st, and that's what counts.
- moving out before Christmas to amerikkka, to live with my dream boy and have art/music projects all the time
- cutting down SEVERELY on drinking, and trying to make my own fun
- never being in windsor is awesome.

I feel so great lately. Being off drugs has made my mind so much clearer, I can only imagine how I'll feel when I quit drinking so much, and it's been longer and longer since I got off dope.
I'M SO HAPPY GUISE. LOL!!!!!
Come hang out in Amerikkka with me, jerks. They have the best sushi and shopping and parties. I promise.
<3<3<3 marla

From a picture taken at my birthday on Facebook:
"oh wow, she is like the coolest person ive ever met in my entire life.
doesn't she have like a million friends?
awesome!!!

:)"

What? Shouldn't I be aware of this? Hahahaha. I should start telling myself I'm cool instead of that nobody likes me, because even this person who I don't even remember meeting thinks so.

It's like 5:30. Why am I awake?
Sam, call me when you get up. 519-562-6109

ALSO, I was so hungover from the Loop last night that I threw up. All over the inside of my car. While I was actually driving. IT WAS FUCKING HARDCORE.

SUP LJ
( I turned 20 yesterday! )

MARLA IS SLIGHTLY DRUNK AND POSTING ON LIVEJOURNAL. OMGZ!
MARLA ALSO -LOVES- FUCKING CAPSLOCK FRIDAYS, EVEN IF IT IS TECHNICALLY SATURDAY.
I DISLIKE HOW I FEEL SO OUT OF THE LOOP ALL THE TIME. ALTHOUGH NOT TECHNICALLY, SINCE I WAS AT THE LOOP TONIGHT. AND IT SUCKED. SAM WAS THERE, AND THEN SHE WENT TO THE BEACH. I'M HAPPY SHE CAME OUT THOUGH. BUT THEN ADRIAN LEFT TO GO TO PHOG, AND EVERYONE ELSE LEFT, SO I CAUGHT A CAB HOME WITH SOME PEOPLE. TOMORROW BETTER KICK ASS. WHY CAN'T I HAVE FRIENDS THAT I HANG OUT WITH ALL THE TIME? WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO BFF?

SKEET SKEET SKEET SKEET SKEET SKEET.

I'm single and free, everyone.
Who wants to hang out this week?

It has been way, WAY too long since I've written anything on here. Life is awesome, and I will tell you why RIGHT NOW. LOLZ.
- No job, and I still manage to do everything I want. Although someone should give me a job.
- FREE REEL BIG FISH CONCERT. Saw them last week at Wayne State and it was the best day EVAR. Pictures soon.
- I've been really sober, and it doesn't bother me. In fact, it's quite nice.
- I'm not failing anything in school.
- I have amazing friends.
- I've been getting along with pretty much everybody.

OH SHIT I DELETED A WHOLE BUNCH OF CRAP HERE AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

In my books, it is officially summer time. Bring on the picnics, dancing in the sunshine, hanging out at playgrounds, driving with the windows down and the music blaring, Cedar Point, camping trips, swimming, and everything else that summer brings with it. Oh, and PROM is just around the corner. Got my dress and I'm excited to look like a pretty pretty princess.

I love life.

http://www.blogsheroes.com/feed/rapeonlyhurtsifyoufightit

It's true.

Real update after I have a coffee and some foods.

About 2 weeks ago, I had a major fight with my family. It was decided right then and there that I needed a vacation, and I'm finally having one!!!

On Friday, I went over to Detroit and was scooped up by Tony's friend Eric. This is because Tony accidentally ran into a curb and fucked up his car. At first I was worried I wouldn't get to go to Tony's at all, but then he found me a ride and I rejoiced. Anyways, him and I hung out for a bit drinking tea before Dan, John, Zak, Jacob and Tony's little brother Mike came over. We hung out, I drank some TEQUILA, danced around and got flirty. Muahaha.

Woke up Saturday, drank lots of tea, forced Tony to wake up. We got ready and then off I went to the Greyhound station! As I got out of the car in downtown Detroit, Tony said "Here, take this for protection!" and handed me a green lightsaber. It's the best weapon ever and will protect me from homeless people.

The bus ride was much better than I had anticipated. Immediately upon boarding the bus, I made a friend named Ted, and we had good conversations for 2 hours.

When I arrived in Lansing, Max and his little brother Eli were waiting for me. We went to Espresso Royale, where they have a heated patio for us poor smokers. Got some bubble tea and Derick showed up, so we moved along to Pinball Pete's where I played Dance Dance Revolution/Drum Mania/pool for 4+ hours, and it was like I was in heaven, SRSLY. Best time ever.

By this point I was already ecstatic and overjoyed, having the time of my life in a city I've never been to before with all the coolest kids ever. We moved on once again to Blue Midnight, which is a hookah lounge, and promptly began to smoke some Wildberry Kool-Aid. Not only was it delicious, but it was so relaxing. I met a boy named Fez, and we were there smoking the same stuff for two hours. YUM YUM YUM!!!

After Blue Midnight, we ventured to Derick's friend Kevin's house and had Against Me! sing alongs at like 1am. I called Tony and told him about the awesomeness of my day, then ate some of Kevin's bread & butter while singing with a broken voice from smoking out of a hookah for two hours. Went back to Derick's and fell asleep.

It's day three of my trip to America. Max, Derick and I came to Max's house this morning. He made us home made waffles with cherries and whipped cream on top, and we had bagels with cream cheese and fresh coffee. Max's girlfriend Sam showed up, and then James came over! Right now, we're sitting around having another sing along, which is awesome. I feel so full of happyness and unity and JOY. HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY <3<3<3

We're going to a punk show later, and then back to Pinball Pete's. James is staying at Derick's with me tonight. Derick is the best, he's allowing me to crash there until Wednesday, and he's sleeping on the floor so that I can have a bed. Is that nice or what?

I fucking love life. Seriously, this is the best time I've ever had, and I've still got the rest of today, tomorrow, Tuesday and Wednesday. IT'S NOT EVEN HALF OVER <3

<3 marla the crazy Canadian guest

So, what have I done lately? The answer is not much. I spent the first week of my break working, and the second week with Linda. She's finally down from Montreal! I received a bullet belt, and she received a septum piercing. It looks awesome, both of them. We are the rulers of the universe, you just don't know it yet.

Over the weekend I headed to le America for the most amazing time I've ever had there. This was mainly due to the fact that this time, I wasn't there to visit Dan. Instead, I was visiting Tony, whom I haven't hung out with in years, literally. His friends were amazing and crazy, TV wasn't the focal point of either evening I was there, and conversations about everything were had. I sincerely hope I get to go back soon.

Other than a relatively mediocre break, I've been incredibly lonely recently, especially the last couple days. I'm unsure as to why. Perhaps it's because I've been single since June 3rd, or because I've realized that I'm very much alone, especially when I'm in Windsor. I feel like most of my friends aren't even friends anymore, which hurts. The plan for my 19th birthday has been, since at least grade 11, to be with Brandi and Rachel. Now, Brandi might be able to come down to the Loop, if she can find money. Rachel, on the other hand, has a boyfriend who just happens to be born the exact same day. This sucks balls, in my opinion. My birthday isn't going to be anything like I expected, but hopefully I'll have a blast anyways and just deal with the circumstances.

Speaking of my birthday, it's this Sunday. I'll finally be 19! No more going to the Loop illegally.... except for Saturday night, because there's no way I'm partying on a Sunday. So on that note, everybody should come down and celebrate my last night as an illegal bar patron, and Nathan's birthday too! We're going to party like it's 1999! Come down and dance with me, and celebrate, and drink, or even stay sober and dance anyways!

On Friday, I was screaming I love life. Right now I would give anything to have that feeling back.

http://community.livejournal.com/ohnotheydidnt/9708549.html

best post ever.

hey everybody, i broke my internet for my own computer, so the only time i'll be on livejournal is when my brother isn't home. add me to msn if you'd like: pixiestick_addict@hotmail.com
i'll be on there more often than livejournal since i can't go on this computer for extended periods of time, and usually only check the necessary things.
<3 marla
don't miss me too much, i'll be back when i have $65 for a new part.

Rob, we'll miss you. I'm glad you've finally stopped hurting. <3
Rest in peace.

REMINDER.
i owe jacqui oral sex in exchange for a warped tour ticket.
i am going to cry i'm so happy. that is all.

My mom just got the call. She's laid off from her job. No money in our house, at all. FUCK. What the fuck. I'm still on the phone listening to the lady inform my mom. "I'm sorry to inform you but you're laid off from your full time job as a beverage server, effective immediately." WHAT THE FUCK. Why did it have to be my mom. Fuck you, Casino Windsor. If we go on welfare it's your fault.

Anyways, I spent last night with Corey, Nikki's cousin from P.E.I. Showed him around. We tried to go to the abandoned hospital but UNFORTUNATELY it's completely boarded up, and any other way I would have had in has been cut off with razor wire and a fence. FTW. Seriously. So we got us a bottle of goldschlager <3<3<3 and sat at the park on the river. He said he liked the view and stuff, I said it's just Detroit. Hearing him be so excited about things here made me feel kind of good, like I have something and I need to stop taking it for granted.
So, now I'm not going to IKEA and having an awesome time because the casino sucks, but I guess we could go late since my mom doesn't have to go to work.... Who knows. I wanted to go to IKEA, dammit! I loves me some furniture [all night long]

This 10 digit dialing is a pain in my ass. It's not like I ever remember to add the stupid area code. I'm going to stab the phone company in the eye.

Things are weird lately, but there isn't much I can do about that. I'm making a plan to get a job and have the best summer ever, with picnics and cute boys and shows and drinking and playgrounds and parks! Plus, it's the summer of SUCK IT and therefore I have to get EVERYONE to suck mine. My toes, that is.

Talking to certain people makes me nauseous. Nausea has been occuring every day lately, and not from alcohol. Just thinking about certain things and people will make me want to hurl my dinner. This is just another reason that I haven't been eating, besides the fact that I never have any fucking time to make food. That's what Lipton's chicken noodle soup is for. MMMM MICROWAVE.

Tonight is Leftover Crack, for the second time around. Hopefully I don't have any near death experiences prior to the show this time. Plus, I get to hang out with Max before and after the show. SCORE.

Peace out suckers!